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THAT MESSAGE BOARD • View topic - Some of your All Time Favorites...
What are some of your all time Favorite songs...
This is one of mine....
Procol Harum - A whiter shade of pale
Busy season...sorry I won't be around as much....
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I never knew who sang that song, love that song.
Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt" originally written by Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails....deep shit in the lyrics, and Johnny's version is haunting.
I believe it's my right, to destroy everything in my sight.
It never gets dull, it never gets old.
Drinkin', fightin', going to the game, in our world it's a way to stay sane.
If you're asking me to have it my way, I'd say that's one fine day!
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Quote: : I never knew who sang that song, love that song.
Johnny Cash's cover of "Hurt" originally written by Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails....deep shit in the lyrics, and Johnny's version is haunting.
BRILLIANT SONG!!!!
Fucking love it!!
That link doesn't work, it's not embed enabled, this one will
Nine inch nail version
My fave's
The Cure - "Lullaby"
The Cure - "love cats"
(I have loads ) Sometimes you'll be the fly, sometimes you'll be the spider...but I'm ALWAYS the spider...
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God I love these music threads!
Snow Patrol - "Chasing Cars"
Sometimes you'll be the fly, sometimes you'll be the spider...but I'm ALWAYS the spider...
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Shakespears Sister - "Stay"
The Righteous Brothers - "You've Lost That Lovin' Feelin"
Ben E.
King - "Stand by me"
Sometimes you'll be the fly, sometimes you'll be the spider...but I'm ALWAYS the spider...
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More, lot's of people don't like him or say he's just white pretending to be black but personally I love a lot of his songs, admitedly some are agressive but some he releases a lot of internalized pain though, it's obvious music is his outlet and unlike a lot of boy band clones or one hit wonders he turns it into an art because he's one of the few now days that writes his own words which is sadly becoming a less and less occurence in a world of cover versions, now a days you don't need talent, originality or hard work to become famous you just need Simon Cowell.
As I've said before I think there's always a reason why we like certain songs, I think it's because we relate to them because the intention/inspiration for the song relates to us so I'll give a brief outline of why I relate to all these songs and it helps give me a way of explaining why I am the way I am.
Eminem -
"Stan" - I was very unfortunate when I was younger (18) to fall for an utter bastard, he became more and more agressive and I foolishly thought if I stayed he'd change (I was young and naive).
After 2 years it ended with him beating the shit out of me with a clothes iron so bad that I spent 6 months in hospital and needed 17 surgical procedures to fix the damage he did (broken nose, broken maxilia, broken jaw, shattered cheek (where the skin actually ripped off too), arm broke in 3 places, 3 broken ribs, 5 broken fingers and a collapsed colon (you's can figure out yourselves how I ended up with that, chances are your first guess would be right)).
"Stan" reminds me of him and reminds me what to avoid, they're both just as fucking nuts.
"Mocking bird" and "When I'm gone" - After my fuck up with "Stan" I lived as male for a while mostly out of fear and losing confidence, in that time I had a son, he's 12 now but the last time I seen him he was 8, I love him to bits and we had a great relationship, he knew all about me being transsexual and just wound me up about it.
My weekends use to be filled with food fights in Mac D's, going to see cartoons in the cinema and completing level 5 of one game or another, it was bliss and I think the only time I was ever truely happy but unfortunately the courts over here are still in the stone age, his mother made a decision one day, out of nowhere and I haven't gotten to see him since.
These remind me of him and remind me not to beat myself up about it because all the decisions were out of my hands.
"Cleaning out my closet" - I told my parents when I was 4 that things weren't right, I knew even then I felt different and the dynamic changed.
I became ignored, they still loved me but they just ignored me.
All my time with "Stan" and in hospital they never visited and when I was discharged I didn't want to go back to my flat, to be honest I was terrified of the thoughts of being alone so my only option was to return home.
It was agreed I could but under conditions, I had to live as male again and cut my hair (sounds stupid I know but my hair was really long and I loved it but they seen it as another part of my "girly" side).
I spent years in a hell of being someone I wasn't and my life felt like a lie that I maintained to make them happy just so I'd have a roof over my head but eventually it became to much, I just wasn't able to live as "him" so I got a place and went back to fitting in my proper skin as me....I'm the second eldest of a family of mother, father, older brother, three younger sisters, 2 neices and 3 nephews and since I transitioned again only 1 sister talks to me now and lets me see her daughter and I see my mum about once every 3 months thats it.
So I really relate to this song because I know what it's like to see your family for real when the rose tinted glasses come off.
"Toy Soldiers" - I use to post on a site that Mick posted on too, it's portrayed as an LGBT site but to be honest it's not, it's gay male orientated and transexual use to be abused down to the ground and that abuse was let go because the owner is a gay male so didn't care, the undermining opinion seemed to be "If you don't want your cock we don't want to know you" so I started posting, much the same way as I do here, and started giving the abuse back but in my witty, condesending way and made alot of friends (and enemys) really quickly, I think it came as a shock to them that there was a TS who wasn't fragile and emotional, I was just a cheeky self confident cunt and they couldn't cope, every insult (or attempt at an insult) was the same "You're a cock in a frock" shit and it didn't work so out of their frustration I was trolled to a point where I let rip and got banned for good.
I helped 153 people get the help that they needed to transition in my time on there and 120 now live as full time females and last I heard the rest are nearly there, but I also became their pet (I don't mean that metaphorically), they'd log on, throw shit, get abuse and complain to me and me, like a spa, would jump in and defend them and get a weeks banning.
I was vicious at one point and below the belt didn't exist to me, I went for the lowest insult I could find because the object of it was to shut them up but after my last, permenant, banning everybody who were my friends stopped talking to me, I hadn't done anything major to warrent it, it was just the site was more important to them.
I don't help people anymore because of that and at one point I was the only person I knew of that would give information about the transition freely, now I no longer associate with transsexuals :(
Sometimes you'll be the fly, sometimes you'll be the spider...but I'm ALWAYS the spider...
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Fear...that's the cause and effect...
The fear of how "understanding" may seen in others eyes...not knowing the results...love you as a person..(it's genderless)...that's a parent...but can you blame them for how society molded them?
..they never thought it would cause esteem..ie stan problems....and now how do they cope with being a part of that ?...denial ?...too bad that burys "understanding" even deeper...
It's FEAR !
...but you've over came that...so it's onward...anyway..
finally got some time to listen to some of there....
I can't be sure if it's the voice or the words...but i so love.."you've lost that loving feeling"....it's classic !
Busy season...sorry I won't be around as much....
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Jim could we get these on the music player too?
We obviously like them and it saves us having to double post on the other thread Sometimes you'll be the fly, sometimes you'll be the spider...but I'm ALWAYS the spider...
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